It's unstabilize my feeling now.

Day have a day, until now, finally I know who actually I love. Is yen yen. However how many I dates, but finally my heart still can't runaway from yen yen. Maybe These 5 years, she really give me so many memories I can't forget. She always are my best choices in my whole life. Even I try date somebody, my heart still can't accept others girl. I always wish yen yen can be together with Jacky at least I know he will take good care yen yen. If others people maybe I worry, but if Jacky I think I won't. Yen Yen, even how much I love you, I never try want to hurt you again. That's why I don't want close with you. Yen, I know your heart still have me, I'm sorry, I can't close to you right now. About Lien, I swear I won't try to hold your hand again, cause I know you are not my girl in my life. Maybe I'm a bad guy, but I just hope I can find my way. Yen Yen, you are really make me feel so hard to forget you. I know is my problem. I wish you can forgive me before I can hold your hand. I love you. These few months its really many happens. Make me I can't concentrate my job. But never mind. I know I can handle It. Good night myself and Good 9 to everyone.