Its blogger time again

2.33am  Im still not yet want sleep, just nw i stayed outside home darling. Just looking for her, I miss her, den I close my eye and also thinking her. The feeling just like she always stay in my heart, even she dunno everything I done. But no problem, she will knw finally. Im know Im hurt she very serios, atleast finally I know she still love me. And also I didt never stop love her. Yen, U can find more reason to reject my love with you, but she cant reject her heart actualy still love me. Maybe the time its reli can make she acept me slowly. I wont love somebody again except my darling yen yen. I always love her untill she stop love me. I swear I never hurt her again. I knw Im mature should be understand all bout relationship. Yen, give me chance to let me hold ur hand deeply. I miss you always.. <3

I'm very tired at this moments

Why can I over stress because my dealer did't make payment his order. This is real of me, I can always over stress all the time. I wish I won't like that, but I can't do that. Wilson ah, plz la, help me fast make pyment as possible, let me get a sleeping well. In my room, is my office and also is my bed room. I'm hate back home cause I'm stress in my  room. That's why everyday I late back home. I don't face any stress in my room. So I hv rent a room in club. The room bigger than my bed room, even I share with guy. Yen yen, how come u ignore me so long time? Actually I miss u badly too did u know? I also will cry when I miss you. Cause I'm hope you stay by my side. Love you more than myself. I don't want let you go again.