I'm very tired at this moments

Why can I over stress because my dealer did't make payment his order. This is real of me, I can always over stress all the time. I wish I won't like that, but I can't do that. Wilson ah, plz la, help me fast make pyment as possible, let me get a sleeping well. In my room, is my office and also is my bed room. I'm hate back home cause I'm stress in my  room. That's why everyday I late back home. I don't face any stress in my room. So I hv rent a room in club. The room bigger than my bed room, even I share with guy. Yen yen, how come u ignore me so long time? Actually I miss u badly too did u know? I also will cry when I miss you. Cause I'm hope you stay by my side. Love you more than myself. I don't want let you go again.